Ok, so I'm reading book six, "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince." Well, it's been awhile since I've picked up a copy of HP. I think the last book I read was book 7 when it came out last year. So there are some things I've forgotten. I got on my trusty google which lead me to my newest obsession, the Harry Potter wiki. Anything and everything Harry Potter at the tip of your fingers. Here is my shout out to the HP Wiki...
http://harrypotter.wikia.com
November 30, 2008
November 27, 2008
the scoop
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names)(FYI: I seem bitter, ouch)
1. I've never truly been able to get over you. I think I will always love you. I don't know whether or not I should tell you. I don't want to risk our friendship. I think I'm too much of coward. Every time I picture my future your in it. I know in some capacity you will always be in my life. I wish he never made me that bitter that I pushed you away.
2. Why can't you make up your mind?
3. I hate that we no longer have a friendship. I love you so much. You've been there through some hard times. Times, that I don't think I would of made it without you. But I'm tired of fighting this fight for your attention. It isn't fair to me. No one should have to try as hard as I do for your friendship.
4. I compare myself to you all the time. The choices that we've both made and how similar those choices are. It honestly makes me sick to my stomach. I don't want to end up anything like you. I have to remind myself daily that I'm not you. I've done so much more than you.
5. I'm going to miss you so much. I will miss getting coffee, pizza, and counting cops. I'm so sorry that I won't be here for the baby. I'm so thankful that you are so understanding and supportive. We've been through hard times together, said things that were aren't proud of but honestly, I think it's made us closer.
6. Wake the f*ck up and realize that you have a great life and husband, something I would give anything for. Get over yourself. Stop with the Jesus speak, He created help, so go out there and get it, you need it. Or I will be watching you on Court TV, not because your a cop but because you've blown up some building or killed your husband.
7. After everything I've done for you, all the times I've bailed you out, listened to you whine, fixed your problems, you walk out on me. Not just walk out, but while I'm hysterical. Hysterical in such a bad way that I threw myself to the ground in tears and couldn't breathe when you shut the door behind you. I couldn't even calm down to call my sister so she could talk me down. I hate you so much right now. I hate that I hate you. You chose a stupid girl over me. I don't think you realize how much that hurt me. I sound like such a bitch by saying this, I hope you fail without me. I hope you grow up and ditch that long haired freak you call your best friend. He is nothing but a loser. You are so much better than that. Thanks for the ten years, but I'm cashing out. Done, over, forever. I can't believe you don't support this move. You told me that if I stay there that I will never see you again. I know you didn't mean it, but you weren't thinking and that hurt. I hate that you tell people all these wonderful things about me but you've never told ME anything that shows you care. You say I'm your rock and how wonderful I am but NEVER once to me. You take me for granted. I have nothing but anger towards you right now, you've riped my heart out. Words can't even express how angry and hurt I am. When I think of you, I just breakdown and cry. I can't help it. When you decide you grow up, find me. I won't be waiting.
8. Know how much I look up to you. I try so hard to be you. I hate that I hide things from you because I feel like you'll be ashamed. I know you won't be but I just don't know how to express my emotions, thoughts, and ideas. You know how to do everything so well. I love you so much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm sorry that in the process we've both lost three important relationships. Honestly, I wouldn't trade one of them for a moment with you.
9. I wish I wasn't so dependant on you. I'm scared that when we both leave, you'll die. I know you won't take care of yourself. I couldn't imagine living without you. I wake up in fear of this. Your my best friend. I tell you everything. I hope that I'm what you wanted.
10. I hope that I can be there for the wedding. If not, I'm sorry. I really am. I want to be there but my career/future is more important to me. Sorry for the selfishness.
Nine things about yourself:
1. I keep things too bottled up
2. I try to make changes but I revert back to my old habits
3. I will do anything for a friend, which makes people take me for granted
4. I don't even know what I believe in anymore
5. I wish I could get that spark back
6. I love TV, too much
7. I'm lonely
8. I've never really been in love
9. I hate to argue
Eight ways to win your heart:
1. Smile
2. Chips and Salsa
3. Hate the Utah Jazz
4. Listen
5. Be Intellectual
6. Be open to everyone
7. Desire to travel
8. Humor
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Money
2. Survival
3. Travel
4. Career
5. Doing what is right
6. Letting things go
7. Failure
Six things you wish you never did:
1. Stopped my motivation
2. Walked out of the Hilton
3. Become bitter
4. Left Florida
5. Voted Nader in 2004
6. Let myself go
Five turn offs in a guy:
1. Lying
2. Cheating
3. Cockiness
4. Long hair
5. Utah Jazz Fans
Four turn-ons in a guy:
1. manners
2. intelligence
3. sarcasm
4. facial hair
Three careers you would consider:
1. Meeting Planner
2. History Teacher
3. Tour Guide
Two things you want before you die:
1. Be a wife and a mother
2. See as much of the world as I can
One confession:
1. I need some guts
1. I've never truly been able to get over you. I think I will always love you. I don't know whether or not I should tell you. I don't want to risk our friendship. I think I'm too much of coward. Every time I picture my future your in it. I know in some capacity you will always be in my life. I wish he never made me that bitter that I pushed you away.
2. Why can't you make up your mind?
3. I hate that we no longer have a friendship. I love you so much. You've been there through some hard times. Times, that I don't think I would of made it without you. But I'm tired of fighting this fight for your attention. It isn't fair to me. No one should have to try as hard as I do for your friendship.
4. I compare myself to you all the time. The choices that we've both made and how similar those choices are. It honestly makes me sick to my stomach. I don't want to end up anything like you. I have to remind myself daily that I'm not you. I've done so much more than you.
5. I'm going to miss you so much. I will miss getting coffee, pizza, and counting cops. I'm so sorry that I won't be here for the baby. I'm so thankful that you are so understanding and supportive. We've been through hard times together, said things that were aren't proud of but honestly, I think it's made us closer.
6. Wake the f*ck up and realize that you have a great life and husband, something I would give anything for. Get over yourself. Stop with the Jesus speak, He created help, so go out there and get it, you need it. Or I will be watching you on Court TV, not because your a cop but because you've blown up some building or killed your husband.
7. After everything I've done for you, all the times I've bailed you out, listened to you whine, fixed your problems, you walk out on me. Not just walk out, but while I'm hysterical. Hysterical in such a bad way that I threw myself to the ground in tears and couldn't breathe when you shut the door behind you. I couldn't even calm down to call my sister so she could talk me down. I hate you so much right now. I hate that I hate you. You chose a stupid girl over me. I don't think you realize how much that hurt me. I sound like such a bitch by saying this, I hope you fail without me. I hope you grow up and ditch that long haired freak you call your best friend. He is nothing but a loser. You are so much better than that. Thanks for the ten years, but I'm cashing out. Done, over, forever. I can't believe you don't support this move. You told me that if I stay there that I will never see you again. I know you didn't mean it, but you weren't thinking and that hurt. I hate that you tell people all these wonderful things about me but you've never told ME anything that shows you care. You say I'm your rock and how wonderful I am but NEVER once to me. You take me for granted. I have nothing but anger towards you right now, you've riped my heart out. Words can't even express how angry and hurt I am. When I think of you, I just breakdown and cry. I can't help it. When you decide you grow up, find me. I won't be waiting.
8. Know how much I look up to you. I try so hard to be you. I hate that I hide things from you because I feel like you'll be ashamed. I know you won't be but I just don't know how to express my emotions, thoughts, and ideas. You know how to do everything so well. I love you so much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm sorry that in the process we've both lost three important relationships. Honestly, I wouldn't trade one of them for a moment with you.
9. I wish I wasn't so dependant on you. I'm scared that when we both leave, you'll die. I know you won't take care of yourself. I couldn't imagine living without you. I wake up in fear of this. Your my best friend. I tell you everything. I hope that I'm what you wanted.
10. I hope that I can be there for the wedding. If not, I'm sorry. I really am. I want to be there but my career/future is more important to me. Sorry for the selfishness.
Nine things about yourself:
1. I keep things too bottled up
2. I try to make changes but I revert back to my old habits
3. I will do anything for a friend, which makes people take me for granted
4. I don't even know what I believe in anymore
5. I wish I could get that spark back
6. I love TV, too much
7. I'm lonely
8. I've never really been in love
9. I hate to argue
Eight ways to win your heart:
1. Smile
2. Chips and Salsa
3. Hate the Utah Jazz
4. Listen
5. Be Intellectual
6. Be open to everyone
7. Desire to travel
8. Humor
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Money
2. Survival
3. Travel
4. Career
5. Doing what is right
6. Letting things go
7. Failure
Six things you wish you never did:
1. Stopped my motivation
2. Walked out of the Hilton
3. Become bitter
4. Left Florida
5. Voted Nader in 2004
6. Let myself go
Five turn offs in a guy:
1. Lying
2. Cheating
3. Cockiness
4. Long hair
5. Utah Jazz Fans
Four turn-ons in a guy:
1. manners
2. intelligence
3. sarcasm
4. facial hair
Three careers you would consider:
1. Meeting Planner
2. History Teacher
3. Tour Guide
Two things you want before you die:
1. Be a wife and a mother
2. See as much of the world as I can
One confession:
1. I need some guts
November 26, 2008
Saturday Night
I forgot to write about that. I had Saturday off, it was amazing.
GO UTAH! UTE! BCS BOUND!!! Number 6 in the country. HOLLA. I'll be the first to admit that I've been a horrible Utah fan this season, I haven't been to a single game. I use to care so much about college football, now I'm just too busy with other stuff. I miss being so involved with UTAH football. Oh well, I went to the very first Utah BCS game. That makes me cool.
So, I was pissed because my friend didn't get back with me, and I thought the whole night was down the tube. Talk about negative attitude. After I went to the Olive Garden with my parents for the early bird special, I decided that I would find out what HB was doing. She was available. We met a Starbucks, talked for awhile. Went to barnes and noble, looked at some books. Then we decided that we needed to make a trip to our favorite pizza place. Of course after stuffing our faces full of pizza we needed some pie to wash it down. Great times. I had a blast with HB.
Then after I went back to my car, I remembered I had an invite for Mallory's party. I got there around midnight. It was so much fun. I learned how to play flip cup and drink ball. I hadn't had that much fun in awhile. I met some new people, hung out with Mallory and Brandon. Good times.
GO UTAH! UTE! BCS BOUND!!! Number 6 in the country. HOLLA. I'll be the first to admit that I've been a horrible Utah fan this season, I haven't been to a single game. I use to care so much about college football, now I'm just too busy with other stuff. I miss being so involved with UTAH football. Oh well, I went to the very first Utah BCS game. That makes me cool.
So, I was pissed because my friend didn't get back with me, and I thought the whole night was down the tube. Talk about negative attitude. After I went to the Olive Garden with my parents for the early bird special, I decided that I would find out what HB was doing. She was available. We met a Starbucks, talked for awhile. Went to barnes and noble, looked at some books. Then we decided that we needed to make a trip to our favorite pizza place. Of course after stuffing our faces full of pizza we needed some pie to wash it down. Great times. I had a blast with HB.
Then after I went back to my car, I remembered I had an invite for Mallory's party. I got there around midnight. It was so much fun. I learned how to play flip cup and drink ball. I hadn't had that much fun in awhile. I met some new people, hung out with Mallory and Brandon. Good times.
November 25, 2008
my head is pounding
I have a huge headache...
I so don't want to be here at work. God I hate this shit hole. 8 more shifts after this one. Just get through it.
I found out the coolest thing the other day, in gmail chat you can add your aim contacts. It rocks my world. I'm talking to people on aim and the stupid blocker can't do shit about it! Ha! I freaking love google.
One of the things I will miss the most about Utah is the semi-decent Mexican food. I will miss Red Iguana, Cafe Rio, and that place I go with my parents. Ah, sweet amazing Mexican food. I'm going to Rio today for lunch, I just need to not crash until the afternoon. Red Iguana, I'm forcing Laura to take me there next Tuesday and my parents for my birthday. Yum.
Craigslist personals get me through the night. Have you ever read them? Hilarious!
Coutdown updates:
Birthday: 18
Work Shifts: 8
Days Left: 30
I so don't want to be here at work. God I hate this shit hole. 8 more shifts after this one. Just get through it.
I found out the coolest thing the other day, in gmail chat you can add your aim contacts. It rocks my world. I'm talking to people on aim and the stupid blocker can't do shit about it! Ha! I freaking love google.
One of the things I will miss the most about Utah is the semi-decent Mexican food. I will miss Red Iguana, Cafe Rio, and that place I go with my parents. Ah, sweet amazing Mexican food. I'm going to Rio today for lunch, I just need to not crash until the afternoon. Red Iguana, I'm forcing Laura to take me there next Tuesday and my parents for my birthday. Yum.
Craigslist personals get me through the night. Have you ever read them? Hilarious!
Coutdown updates:
Birthday: 18
Work Shifts: 8
Days Left: 30
November 24, 2008
making a special comeback
I miss my long beautiful hair. I miss being able to put my hand behind my back and playing with the ends of my hair. I also love it being short and easy to take care of. But I've decided, long it is. Regrowth begins now. Sigh.
Countdown updates as of November 25...
My next 20 something birthday: 19 days
Shifts left at work: 9
Days till I leave Utah: 31
I'm getting so excited!!!
Countdown updates as of November 25...
My next 20 something birthday: 19 days
Shifts left at work: 9
Days till I leave Utah: 31
I'm getting so excited!!!
November 22, 2008
still bored...
1. Started your own blog 2. Slept under the stars 3. Played in a band 4. Visited Hawaii 5. Watched a meteor shower 6. Given more than you can afford to charity 7. Been to Disneyland 8. Climbed a mountain 9. Held a praying mantis 10. Sang a solo 11. Bungee jumped 12. Visited Paris 13. Watched a lightning storm at sea 14. Taught yourself an art from scratch 15. Adopted a child 16. Had food poisoning 17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty 18. Grown your own vegetables 19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France 20. Slept on an overnight train 21. Had a pillow fight 22. Hitch hiked 23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill 24. Built a snow fort 25. Held a lamb 26. Gone skinny dipping 27. Run a Marathon 28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice 29. Seen a total eclipse 30. Watched a sunrise or sunset 31. Hit a home run 32. Been on a cruise 33. Seen Niagara Falls in person 34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors 35. Seen an Amish community 36. Taught yourself a new language 37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied 38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person 39. Gone rock climbing 40. Seen Michelangelo’s David 41. Sung karaoke 42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt 43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant 44. Visited Africa 45. Walked on a beach by moonlight 46. Been transported in an ambulance 47. Had your portrait painted 48. Gone deep sea fishing 49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person 50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris 51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling 52. Kissed in the rain 53. Played in the mud 54. Gone to a drive-in theater 55. Been in a movie 56. Visited the Great Wall of China 57. Started a business 58. Taken a martial arts class 59. Visited Russia 60. Served at a soup kitchen 61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies 62. Gone whale watching 63. Got flowers for no reason 64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma 65. Gone sky diving 66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp 67. Bounced a check 68. Flown in a helicopter 69. Saved a favorite childhood toy 70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial 71. Eaten Caviar 72. Pieced a quilt 73. Stood in Times Square 74. Toured the Everglades 75. Been fired from a job 76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London 77. Broken a bone 78. Been on a speeding motorcycle 79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person 80. Published a book 81. Visited the Vatican 82. Bought a brand new car 83. Walked in Jerusalem 84. Had your picture in the newspaper 85. Read the entire Bible 86. Visited the White House 87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating 88. Had chickenpox 89. Saved someone’s life 90. Sat on a jury 91. Met someone famous 92. Joined a book club 93. Lost a loved one 94. Had a baby 95. Seen the Alamo in person 96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake 97. Been involved in a law suit 98. Owned a cell phone 99. Been stung by a bee
Drink the Water aka time waster
1. Put your iPod (or iTunes) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Encore - Jay Z
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Sorry for Love - Celine Dion
YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? No Air - Jordin Sparks
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Smile - Lily Allen
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Criminal - Fiona Apple
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? You're a God - Vertical Horizon
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? The Woman in Me - Shania Twain
WHAT IS 2+2? Gimme, Gimme, Gimme - ABBA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)? I want it that way - BSB (yeah, that's right, Backstreet)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Margaritaville - Jimmy Buffett
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 99 Problems - Jay Z (perfect!)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Soul Survivor - Young Jeezy
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? You Were Mine - Dixie Chicks
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? White Christmas - Kenny G
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Fight for your right - Beastie Boys
WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Adam's Song - Blink 182 (um, that isn't good)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Do Somethin' - Britney Spears
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Playmate of the Year - Zebrahead
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? How sweet it is - Marvin Gaye
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? Tragic Kingdom - No Doubt
HOW WILL YOU DIE? Bye Bye Bye - N SYNC
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? Lean Back - Terror Squad
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? Lullaby - Jack Johnson
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Shake Your Rump - Beastie Boys
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Forgive Me - Leona Lewis
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? How Do You Feel - 311
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? You Got Lucky - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? Buttons - Pussycat Dolls
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Drink the Water - Jack Jonhson
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Encore - Jay Z
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Sorry for Love - Celine Dion
YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? No Air - Jordin Sparks
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Smile - Lily Allen
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Criminal - Fiona Apple
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? You're a God - Vertical Horizon
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? The Woman in Me - Shania Twain
WHAT IS 2+2? Gimme, Gimme, Gimme - ABBA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)? I want it that way - BSB (yeah, that's right, Backstreet)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Margaritaville - Jimmy Buffett
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 99 Problems - Jay Z (perfect!)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Soul Survivor - Young Jeezy
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? You Were Mine - Dixie Chicks
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? White Christmas - Kenny G
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Fight for your right - Beastie Boys
WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Adam's Song - Blink 182 (um, that isn't good)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Do Somethin' - Britney Spears
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Playmate of the Year - Zebrahead
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? How sweet it is - Marvin Gaye
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? Tragic Kingdom - No Doubt
HOW WILL YOU DIE? Bye Bye Bye - N SYNC
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? Lean Back - Terror Squad
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? Lullaby - Jack Johnson
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Shake Your Rump - Beastie Boys
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Forgive Me - Leona Lewis
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? How Do You Feel - 311
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? You Got Lucky - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? Buttons - Pussycat Dolls
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Drink the Water - Jack Jonhson
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